11 years

Today it’s a happy day for most people, but not for me

Right now, I don’t have words, don’t have joy

Today, it’s me 11 years ago, without feelings.

With an open wound in my soul,

With those memories still here,

I found some things of you the other day,

Then, I found myself crying… and upset with you

Why didn’t you ever show me those pictures?

I was upset, I’m upset,

Because now I’m not going to know…

I really miss you, really

No matter how much time passes

I’m always going to miss you.

Because when you parted from this world

I found myself alone as I never was

I miss you and I love you… and I know that now you’re really alive.